awesome year!

Awesome year!
I'm so going to miss 2011! Everything in it!
From the crazy laughs to stupid tears! Every single party, deadline, and quite time.
For every friendship, hugs, and smiles that make my 2011 so wonderful!
I thank God for every season in my life. I am blessed, beyond words can tell.
I enjoy most of them. I truly am.


I am fortunate to be surrounded by those who have done remarkable things and share their tales of successes and failures. No matter how awful people might see, I amazed by how God's preserve my life. Every once in a while, I stunned and awed by His grace. And through various trials, I learned to be stronger and better. 


I'm glad to know the future is there. Waiting for me to grasp it. And gratefully, I am one step closer to it each day!


OoOow yeah! I'm so ready for next year!




xoxo!
miss piggy

love is a gift

Bo, let's talk about love, I have been thinking about it lately.

Bo can't fake it, all piggyuniverse can see it.
Bo can enjoy it, Bo feels it in Bo's heart.
Bo can give it, but Bo can't force people to return it.
Bo can pretend Bo don't need it, but Bo can't resist to demand it.

And truly, every-piggy-one longs for it.
So rather than asking for it.
Piggywise think she'll better just share it.


It's a gift after all,
Indeed the best gift of all!
1 Corinthians 13




Merry Christmas!
bobobo!

Dramatic 2011

I've been amused by how life can brings so much drama. No wonder human love to watch movies.
For me, watching my little life in this big city is pretty dramatic this year.
I create some of my own drama. Believe me, those was not intentionally made!

• I never knew someone would have took me to a lunch with roses around. Real roses!
• I never thought you would fly from a city to another just to hand me some presents?
• I never thought I would fall in love.
• I never planned to be anonymous attendee in a business seminar and met cool people. Apparently that talk become an eye-opener and dazzling as it inspire me to plan and attend more since then.
• I never wish to end any relationship, friendship, partnership, familyship, whatever-ship. Can't we grow up together in a more graceful way? I had a fight with my sister, but we ended up best friend again. Note this, the last time we had a fight is 3 years ago. I had several awkward moment with several pigs this year (read = I had some fights). Well, I think conflict is not my thing. I always feel bad no matter who starts the argument. But yeah, all is fine now.
• I never planned to be loved by you, or plan to marry you. We are just friends, OK? After all these years, don't you get it? I appreciate your love, I thank you. But you are not the one. I'm terribly sorry.
• I quit my job, and I never knew I would landed on another job, that is way more awesome. Holly pig!
• Life is taking me to a whole new level of joke with this varicella zoster virus. Stay at home for 2 weeks is huge for me. Especially when I look like a monster.
• I'm a nerd, OK? I grew up accepting that fact. That I love to read and write. I'm just too shy to let people know that. And I found a fellow friend that understand it. We shared books and stories. I can't believe it!! "what you read it too?! I think I'm the only one in the world!"
• I never thought I would make my own music. My piano looks happy to be occupied.
• Oh, and I wrote poems. I've heard the best thing out of heart break is that it produces wonderful poems and love songs.
• Here's the thing. I'm so different, I hate to speak my mind. Because sometime it spilled out in a silly way. This year, I get people to notice my thought. I'm so happy to discuss things with them. we can understand each other! Maybe I'm not that bad? Or maybe they are angels? but hey, I found my tribe!

So that's more or less of drama that happens this year. I amazed by how things could went terribly wrong or amazingly right without me having control of it. love it!

xoxo,

miss piggy

Vinegar

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now.
Why did you do that?
What is the point of believing my dreams, when you enforce your dreams upon my life.
What's your problem?
That was rude. It's almost like watching someone violate my design in public before I have an opportunity to launch it.
Why? You wish to destroy my vision about what I believe will work?
To challenge rebellion?
To crack my trust?
I might be young and stupid.
But I'm stubborn enough to exhaust all possibilities to find my own way.
You think your way is the best. You know this world more than I do.
You think I am you.
I'm sorry.
I am me. I have my dreams.
I have my choices.

favorite songs 2011

Live can be overwhelming sometimes, I don't know how people survive, but one of the things that keep me doing what I do is music. I can be a fanatic listener to a single song when I can relate to it.

The song become my life's soundtrack for at least a week, sometimes it last more than that.

These are the top twelves :

1. Yu JIan - Sun Yan Zi 

2. A kid's prayer - City harvest children's church

3. There can be miracles - Whitney Huston & Mariah Carey

4. Just a dream - by Nelly - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

5. Just you and me -Zee Avi

6. Price Tag - Jessie J

7. God must have spent a little more time on you - NSYNC

8. Haven't met you yet - Michael Buble

9. I was here - Lady Antebellum

10. Soulmate - Natacha Bedingfield
11. Someone like you - Adele
12. Wish you were here - Avril Lavigne

I realize some of these songs are negative in some way. It is almost like I set my mood on the same frequency with the song. I can't help it. They morph into a highly addictive medication for me. 

I felt a little comfort in my solitaire. Not much people really like to hear a same song repeated for a week, so I had to put on my earphone. If I can't change any of my situations, at least I can sing to make myself feel better. Some of these songs helped me to gather myself around, to gained extra courage and faith.

well, I think music is a cure. It's addictive.

so thanks to everyone who worked hard to produce these songs! 

love,

Miss Piggy

New Beliefs!

Excuse my thoughts,

It isn't like I wasted my time this year, I just can't believe it's nearly Christmas!

Isn't it amusing? how we get OLDER so quickly. Bwahahaha...

Na-aah, sure we're enjoying life! Hopefully we're turning better too.

So I read my diary (Yes I have a diary, It's a fun thing to do! And a great way to keep great memories), and see that these past events have changed my point of view. I don't know if any of this is true. You might have different opinions and it is OK. I just want to remember that this year teach me =

1. Nothing is certain. Get the best of each season's. Enjoy it.
2. Miracles happen! And shit happens too...
3. Marriage is a miracle of 2 person committed to happily compromise each others' shit. -.-
4. Scars are sexy and flaws are beautiful, as long as people learn from them.
5. Faith and persistence make a huge difference.
6. Perfection is just a matter of perspective.
7. Ridiculous is fun, insanity keeps you young!
8. Risks are opportunities.
9. Sincere people do exist. they just hard to find.
10. Where there's a will, there's a way.

Regret

I regret

For the path I choose to set

Just when I hit by the threat

I realize that time does not wait

It's been so long

Since I sing an empty song

You are the best I ever long

And now you're gone

Did I do wrong?

They say, you'll grow strong

You'll find answers along

You'll find the beauty in sad songs

I crave for some help

My heart broken so bad

Offer me a remedy I said

I really can't see my own end

Yes, I regret

For letting you go

For not letting you know

That I want to be with you

So bad so bad

Miss Piggy's prayer

Lord, 

You are so amazing

You know me more than I know myself

You know that I wouldn't settle for average

You know that I crave for mountain top

You know that I would work on all of the possible options for that

You know I'll argue Your words

I'll question Your ways

I'll struggle so bad

But in the end

I'll still choose to follow You

You know that even though I'm weak and young

I always strive to do my best

You never forsake me, You guide me

You know my heart and love me

I might not understand a lot

But I know You are involved

love,

miss piggy

Love You bo!

miss piggy    : Bo darling! I love you! tell me you love me too! 
                       I can't make you do if you don't.
bo                 : Booooobobobo! booooo....!

miss piggy    : ...???.. I'm so easily misunderstood by that weird reply.
                       I wish I know what are you saying bo...
bo                 : bobobo!

miss piggy    : ..... (-____-") ......

It also happens all the time when you date someone with a different language.

Time Tested Beauty Tips

Time Tested Beauty Tips

by Sam Levenson (1911-1980)

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone.

People, even more than things,

have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed;

Never throw out anybody.

Remember, If you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm.

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands,

one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,

the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,

because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,

but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.

It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows,

and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!

happened to be one of Audrey Hepburn's favorite poem

=) be blessed

Your past and future

"Your beginning may not as happy story, It's the rest of your story, who you choose to be - Kungfu panda II"

Pho panda is my new idol, He is an inspiration!

I asked myself so many times, why do people treat other people the way they do? Why do I do things the way I do? Why do people wear different kinds of fashion? why do people think and act a certain way?

Later I realize that we learned them from resources available around us. Start from the day that we were born. We cannot choose our parents, our DNA, our early childhood, our mother culture. It's given. The mix of them make you who you are today.

What made me today, might not be very impressive. I came from a middle class family background. I grew up in 4 different cities, learned different cultures and knew different people. I'm half hokkian-chinese and half tiujiu-chinese.

As Audrey Hepburn quoted "I'm half-Irish, Half-Dutch, and I was born in Belgium. If I was a dog, I'd be in a hell of a mess"

I don't know why I grew up weird and shy like this, but perhaps I'm a hell of a mess myself. hahaha!

Well, best not to put the blame on your parents or country. This is just the way it is.

Instead of blaming our past, maybe we can view things from the brighter side, we born this way for a reason. keep positive!

We can of course change our social life by carefully choose our collage, church, friends, and place of living. And change our way of thinking. Those are a list of things to work out and work on.

Take one day at a time, learn to be a better you, and make the best out of life.

“If you’re born poor it’s not your fault; but if you die poor, it’s definitely your fault.” - Bill Gates

Thankful Psalm

Along my spiritual journey these years,

I understand that we grow to be better, and we grow to understand God better. 

Every once in a while, I captivated by His grace and awed by His preservation.

He has these awesome plans to keep us save.

How can you witness God's greatness and then forget it?

How can anyone fail this kind of love?

I come across this verse in my morning devotional,

Let this be my thankful psalm,

My Lord deserve more than this,

Who am I for He loved me so much?

Lord,

Let me be the living sacrifice in every season of my life

Let me do my best, and I will walk in liberty

For I seek your precepts

I thought about my ways,

And turned my feet into your testimonies

Teach me good judgement and knowledge

For I believe your commandments

Before I was afflicted, I went astray

But now I keep your word

You are good and do good

Teach me your statues

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

It's a piggy's life after all

The reason I write, is that I love writing.
I'm not a great writer, and I'm so shy to let people read it, I barely improve on my writing skills.
So in regard of challenging my fears,
And hopefully to find fellow writers that have the same interests, I post it.
Yeah I publish this online.
I sworn I won't, But yes, I did!
I just officially gone on line as being who I am
To write my direct and transparent thoughts
Let myself naked to people's opinions
But this is just a piggy's life after all

Although I might committed some grammatical crime, I hope you guys like it.
ngosh.... ngosh...
*working out on improving writing skills*

Love,
miss piggy

Miss Piggy's Piano

I love to play piano.

The problem is, 

I've been away from my piano for 7 years.

and, I'm not really good at it now.

I spent my childhood playing classic songs and grew up forgetting them. 

It has always been a tragic lost.

So, a few days ago, a good news came, mom finally sent me my piano!

OH MY BO! I am so happy!

It feels like I am collecting 7 years of emotions to play it in a few days. 

When I was younger, I always hate piano practices, piano never been my first thing to look for in the morning. But it is now, it is!

I play it like crazy, I lost in rhythm, and hit the wrong keys, I create my own songs. Well, they didn't sound like billboard's one, it is awful sometimes, but I can't redeem more pleasure to let my fingers running through the entire keys! I play it hard, I play it mild, I play it fast, and I play it slow. Ah.. I love it! it's like running in a meadow. I enjoy it. I sing with it. I cry and laugh with it. 

So that's a little bit of what excites me lately.

I am not the best piano player and even worse singer. 

I play songs in my own way. perhaps not so perfect and weird.

But I don't really care, as long as no one is watching. =p

In fact, I can't play anything when someone is watching.

I'm lack of confident and skills and practice.

I play for pleasure, not to be judge.

So dear world, forgive my talent.

I'll practice, hopefully I can show it to the world someday =)

xoxo,

miss piggy

Beginning of our journey

In the mid of her journey throughout the entire piggyland,
Miss piggy decided to get a pet called bo.
yes, she's planning to let the world know bo.
 
miss piggy    : I don't much similar with my fellow human with their awesome pet.
                       I'm just me, and bo is just perfect.
god               : Why do you name it 'bo'?
miss piggy    : Because...
                       boooo is too ugly
                       bob... is too common
                       boss is too much to handle...
                       bomb is too dangerous!
                       boy is too complicated... we all know that


                       yeah..
                       bo is enough..
                       let's meet the world bo!

wine quotes

Men are like wine – some turn to vinegar, but the best improve with age. 

Pope John XXIII  

What is the definition of a good wine? It should start and end with a smile 

William Sokolin  

Wine is bottled poetry. 

Robert Louis Stevenson 

Wine gives great pleasure; and every pleasure is of itself a good.  It is a good, unless counterbalanced by evil.
Samuel Johnson
Boswell's Life of Johnson 

Wine is one of the most civilized things in the world and one of the most natural things of the world that has been brought to the greatest perfection, and it offers a greater range for enjoyment and appreciation than, possibly, any other purely sensory thing.
Ernest Hemingway
Death in the Afternoon 

He who loves not wine, women and song remains a fool his whole life long.
Wer nicht liebt Wein, Weib und Gesang / Der bleibt ein Narr sein Lebelang,)

Monster's love

One once looked me in the eye

and said, 
tell me what love is!

I don't know much about it either

I answered 

And the one who finally figure it out

probably don't mind what it actually is
 I suppose... 
 it is an acceptance that none can tell but perform

and perhaps...

it is a language that every creature in all ages and century can understand

is it not a word to warm the cold in between every break?

So then you sick of telling about it?

or thinking about it?

have you been trying so hard for it?

or act like you know everything about it?

for deep down we all lack of it.

we all have our stories in the past

drama, comedy, tragedy, maybe fairy tale

well,

I never ready for anything in my life

who can tell that a bird is ready to fly

than her own heart 
when she look at the sunset horizon

and take some baby steps towards the sky?

So darling, you tell me

we are vulnerable monsters

we hurt each other unintentionally

who the hell knows what's in your heart and mine

when a glass of raw love drawn us into river of tears?

it's fair enough to love yourself and raise your wings once again.

I don't know much about future

but I know love will find it's way back to you.

xoxo

miss piggy