awesome year!

Awesome year!
I'm so going to miss 2011! Everything in it!
From the crazy laughs to stupid tears! Every single party, deadline, and quite time.
For every friendship, hugs, and smiles that make my 2011 so wonderful!
I thank God for every season in my life. I am blessed, beyond words can tell.
I enjoy most of them. I truly am.


I am fortunate to be surrounded by those who have done remarkable things and share their tales of successes and failures. No matter how awful people might see, I amazed by how God's preserve my life. Every once in a while, I stunned and awed by His grace. And through various trials, I learned to be stronger and better. 


I'm glad to know the future is there. Waiting for me to grasp it. And gratefully, I am one step closer to it each day!


OoOow yeah! I'm so ready for next year!




xoxo!
miss piggy

love is a gift

Bo, let's talk about love, I have been thinking about it lately.

Bo can't fake it, all piggyuniverse can see it.
Bo can enjoy it, Bo feels it in Bo's heart.
Bo can give it, but Bo can't force people to return it.
Bo can pretend Bo don't need it, but Bo can't resist to demand it.

And truly, every-piggy-one longs for it.
So rather than asking for it.
Piggywise think she'll better just share it.


It's a gift after all,
Indeed the best gift of all!
1 Corinthians 13




Merry Christmas!
bobobo!

Dramatic 2011

I've been amused by how life can brings so much drama. No wonder human love to watch movies.
For me, watching my little life in this big city is pretty dramatic this year.
I create some of my own drama. Believe me, those was not intentionally made!

• I never knew someone would have took me to a lunch with roses around. Real roses!
• I never thought you would fly from a city to another just to hand me some presents?
• I never thought I would fall in love.
• I never planned to be anonymous attendee in a business seminar and met cool people. Apparently that talk become an eye-opener and dazzling as it inspire me to plan and attend more since then.
• I never wish to end any relationship, friendship, partnership, familyship, whatever-ship. Can't we grow up together in a more graceful way? I had a fight with my sister, but we ended up best friend again. Note this, the last time we had a fight is 3 years ago. I had several awkward moment with several pigs this year (read = I had some fights). Well, I think conflict is not my thing. I always feel bad no matter who starts the argument. But yeah, all is fine now.
• I never planned to be loved by you, or plan to marry you. We are just friends, OK? After all these years, don't you get it? I appreciate your love, I thank you. But you are not the one. I'm terribly sorry.
• I quit my job, and I never knew I would landed on another job, that is way more awesome. Holly pig!
• Life is taking me to a whole new level of joke with this varicella zoster virus. Stay at home for 2 weeks is huge for me. Especially when I look like a monster.
• I'm a nerd, OK? I grew up accepting that fact. That I love to read and write. I'm just too shy to let people know that. And I found a fellow friend that understand it. We shared books and stories. I can't believe it!! "what you read it too?! I think I'm the only one in the world!"
• I never thought I would make my own music. My piano looks happy to be occupied.
• Oh, and I wrote poems. I've heard the best thing out of heart break is that it produces wonderful poems and love songs.
• Here's the thing. I'm so different, I hate to speak my mind. Because sometime it spilled out in a silly way. This year, I get people to notice my thought. I'm so happy to discuss things with them. we can understand each other! Maybe I'm not that bad? Or maybe they are angels? but hey, I found my tribe!

So that's more or less of drama that happens this year. I amazed by how things could went terribly wrong or amazingly right without me having control of it. love it!

xoxo,

miss piggy

Vinegar

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now.
Why did you do that?
What is the point of believing my dreams, when you enforce your dreams upon my life.
What's your problem?
That was rude. It's almost like watching someone violate my design in public before I have an opportunity to launch it.
Why? You wish to destroy my vision about what I believe will work?
To challenge rebellion?
To crack my trust?
I might be young and stupid.
But I'm stubborn enough to exhaust all possibilities to find my own way.
You think your way is the best. You know this world more than I do.
You think I am you.
I'm sorry.
I am me. I have my dreams.
I have my choices.

favorite songs 2011

Live can be overwhelming sometimes, I don't know how people survive, but one of the things that keep me doing what I do is music. I can be a fanatic listener to a single song when I can relate to it.

The song become my life's soundtrack for at least a week, sometimes it last more than that.

These are the top twelves :

1. Yu JIan - Sun Yan Zi 

2. A kid's prayer - City harvest children's church

3. There can be miracles - Whitney Huston & Mariah Carey

4. Just a dream - by Nelly - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

5. Just you and me -Zee Avi

6. Price Tag - Jessie J

7. God must have spent a little more time on you - NSYNC

8. Haven't met you yet - Michael Buble

9. I was here - Lady Antebellum

10. Soulmate - Natacha Bedingfield
11. Someone like you - Adele
12. Wish you were here - Avril Lavigne

I realize some of these songs are negative in some way. It is almost like I set my mood on the same frequency with the song. I can't help it. They morph into a highly addictive medication for me. 

I felt a little comfort in my solitaire. Not much people really like to hear a same song repeated for a week, so I had to put on my earphone. If I can't change any of my situations, at least I can sing to make myself feel better. Some of these songs helped me to gather myself around, to gained extra courage and faith.

well, I think music is a cure. It's addictive.

so thanks to everyone who worked hard to produce these songs! 

love,

Miss Piggy

New Beliefs!

Excuse my thoughts,

It isn't like I wasted my time this year, I just can't believe it's nearly Christmas!

Isn't it amusing? how we get OLDER so quickly. Bwahahaha...

Na-aah, sure we're enjoying life! Hopefully we're turning better too.

So I read my diary (Yes I have a diary, It's a fun thing to do! And a great way to keep great memories), and see that these past events have changed my point of view. I don't know if any of this is true. You might have different opinions and it is OK. I just want to remember that this year teach me =

1. Nothing is certain. Get the best of each season's. Enjoy it.
2. Miracles happen! And shit happens too...
3. Marriage is a miracle of 2 person committed to happily compromise each others' shit. -.-
4. Scars are sexy and flaws are beautiful, as long as people learn from them.
5. Faith and persistence make a huge difference.
6. Perfection is just a matter of perspective.
7. Ridiculous is fun, insanity keeps you young!
8. Risks are opportunities.
9. Sincere people do exist. they just hard to find.
10. Where there's a will, there's a way.

Regret

I regret

For the path I choose to set

Just when I hit by the threat

I realize that time does not wait

It's been so long

Since I sing an empty song

You are the best I ever long

And now you're gone

Did I do wrong?

They say, you'll grow strong

You'll find answers along

You'll find the beauty in sad songs

I crave for some help

My heart broken so bad

Offer me a remedy I said

I really can't see my own end

Yes, I regret

For letting you go

For not letting you know

That I want to be with you

So bad so bad

Miss Piggy's prayer

Lord, 

You are so amazing

You know me more than I know myself

You know that I wouldn't settle for average

You know that I crave for mountain top

You know that I would work on all of the possible options for that

You know I'll argue Your words

I'll question Your ways

I'll struggle so bad

But in the end

I'll still choose to follow You

You know that even though I'm weak and young

I always strive to do my best

You never forsake me, You guide me

You know my heart and love me

I might not understand a lot

But I know You are involved

love,

miss piggy